Merry Christmas World!

These photos were actually taken a week ago at the KK exchange where I received the last two remaining Buffy season I needed, Vampire Diaries book series, Mayday Parade CD and gorgeous metallic navy blue haviana's.

In reality I've so far spent my Christmas, Youtubing, dancing and cleaning the along with iTunes, lurking on tumblrs and facebooks and I hid in my room for about an hour or two from people who only my dad knows through association. So technically I had strangers in my house, loud asian strangers.

Dinner should be good though...=P

Norwegian Recycling - Miracles

This is quite brilliant

I heard it first from:
http://youremycherieamour.tumblr.com/

Engaged

(L)

Feeling quite down in the dumps for no particular reason. I'm very easily annoyed right now too. I'm trying to get back into something that I'm usually really into. Art. I can't draw anymore. Nothing I put on paper seems to make me proud. I want to be able to draw what I'm picturing but my hand and pencil seem to not understand a freaking thing. I'm feeling like a whiny angsty teenager and I really don't like it.

http://www.billybridejewelry.com/

This is gorgeous. This is $320. This is madness.

I'm waiting up for you

but you're probably going to get mad at me for still being on the laptop this late. I love you!

Pretty much spent more than half that was in my bank account today

cause I'm awesome. Not really. Presents. Christmas.

BTW, family, friends....

You're welcome 

*sigh* that pay check better come soon lsdigvna;reofj[qpoAScj

iTunes

I'm just renaming, correcting and updating my songs. One requirement for this is to find the english translations for Jay Chou song titles. To check if it's the right title for the right song, I youtube the song to see if it matches and then find the english title. I came across this one, read the lyrics and was like.....this is so beautiful yet sadddd. Just wanted to share it

An Jing (Silence) - Jay Chou


Lyrics that were in the youtube description box:
Only piano is left here and it spent a whole day talking with me. The cello that's been sleeping is silent and worn. I think you have made it very clear (for me) to understand. I am aware
and know too that there is no reluctance in you

You said that you will feel completely broken-heart too, but i don't believe it. Though i used to hold your hands and you spent time
with me, it was all history.

I really hope that he really loves you more than i ( still) do, only then can i force myself to leave you

Reff:

You want a farewell, but i simply do not want to end this relationship. Why do you expect me to be smiling and pretend like nothing
has happened? I don't have a talent like this, embracing you and accepting him. Don't worry too much about me, I'll survive and live well.

You are very far away from me now, and i will also slowly walk away (from your life). Why do i even let you to choose how and when we break up ?
I really have no talent , I can't soothe (be in silence) that quick. I will learn to give you up and that is because I love you so.


(Repeat the whole thing)

I've got my things together:

• I have a job
• I've been doing extra shifts hence money
• I have a new keycard hence the ability to access and use said money
• I'm going to be a senior
• I'm going to do subjects I'll be willing to learn and would want to apply myself to
• I'm on holidays
• I'm in love

I think that things are going to be OK. 

Trust in me, trust in me 
Don't pull away
Just trust in me, trust in me 
I'm just trying to keep this together, 
'Cause I could do worse and you could do better

If your heart wears thin, 
I will hold you up 
And I will hide you when it gets too much
I will stay beside you
Nobody will break you 

I will stay 
Nobody will break you
Yeah 

I feel like a total walking contradiction

One minute I'm crying, the next I'm dancing
One minute I'm inhaling as much food as I can, the next I'm on the treadmill
I hate myself but at the same time I'm happy with how I've been
I hate people but I'm helping them out and talking nice the next day
I'm just weird. I feel weird. Weird.

Special Mention

Day 13 - A picture of your friends (The Year 10 Formal)

The Pre-Gathering:

The Foyer

 INSIDE

The DanceFloor

I love you all.

I wish I could sing properlyyy

I have the unbearable need to do something extraordinary

Day 14 - A picture of your favorite teacher(s)

Can't sleep. Just because

I'm only human

To me it seems like such a pathetic excuse but in the end it's true. We are all so full of flaws that we forget that it's normal, that everyone else have them too.

Oh, Hello there...

I've been writing on this blog for nearly 4 years now.

I'm not a very philosophical, wise-sounding or deep person; my writing isn't incredibly witty, nor have I written anything that hasn't already been said. I simply observe, admire and write about random little tidbits in my life.

I have come to be a very accepting person of things that happen in life. I've lost my wallet at least 5 times in the past 4 years, I've been through countless fights, lost friends, cried my heart out, been knocked down, fallen, been betrayed, betrayed people, lied, and even have contemplated suicide many occasions.

If you've been reading my blog for a while, you'll know most of this. The reason why I'm saying this is because this is my 1000th post. 1000 entries of beautiful photos, random and boring and crazy and depressing notes about my life that don't really matter

I wish I could write something beautiful or inspiring like most of the quotes and entries you see on most (all) tumblrs and blogs these days but I can't. All I can say is whatever will be, will be; there will be horrible times where everything seems to be wrong and you just want to jump off a cliff; but the world will keep turning, time keeps going, everyone else in the world won't know your story and what's happened to you, and somehow something or someone will eventually save you. And everything will be ok.

Thank you for sticking with me for who knows why.
Lots of love,
Me.

999th Post: Your Hands - JJ Heller

I have unanswered prayers
I have trouble I wish wasn't there
And I have asked a thousand ways
That You would take my pain away
That You would take my pain away

I am trying to understand
How to walk this weary land
Make straight the paths that crookedly lie
Oh Lord, before these feet of mine
Oh Lord, before these feet of mine

When my world is shaking
Heaven stands
When my heart is breaking
I never leave Your hands

When You walked upon the Earth
You healed the broken, lost, and hurt
I know You hate to see me cry
One day You will set all things right
Yea, one day You will set all things right

When my world is shaking
Heaven stands
When my heart is breaking
I never leave Your hands

Your hands
Your hands that shape the world 
Are holding me, they hold me still
Your hands that shape the world
Are holding me, they hold me still

When my world is shaking
Heaven stands
When my heart is breaking
I never leave You when...

When my world is shaking
Heaven stands
When my heart is breaking
I never leave...
I never leave Your hands 

This is me right now

Except my room isn't that awesome, I wish I had a phone like that and I'm not photogenic and pretty like her

One of my most favourite songs of all time

for many, many reasons.

Lilo and Stitch makes me cry

I'lll spam some Lilo&Stitch images later

Can't wait

In love with this song

Feeling like real crap right now. I hope I'm falling into depression rather than having this sucky feeling for nothing. If I'm going to feel bad, I'd rather do it properly.

http://www.formspring.me/mols

"When will life start? I've been sitting waiting for something to happen and nothing does. Is this it?

Please do the world a favor. Make yourself happy before you depend on it to make you happy."

except I'm not putting much effort into trying to perform.

The Canon EOS 450D

A 12.2-megapixel Canon developed CMOS sensor and DiG!C III Image Processor combine to deliver the highest image quality for first time DSLR users. With the ability to capture 3.5fps, the EOS 450D is great for fast moving subjects while new features such as live view and continuous shooting on self-timer offer more creative control for the user.

Day 17 - A picture of your mp3 player

Ok so it's out of order...shutup...I love my iPod.

Woooowwww....my face is incredibly wide...

Ciara - Like A Boy

Pure art

Who wants to buy me an SLR? Digital or film is fine. Secondhand, thirdhand or whatever is great as well. Please?? With cherries and oreos on top

http://www.flickr.com/photos/ellepa/
http://www.flickr.com/photos/rosie_hardy/

Inspirations.

I WANNA BUNNYYY

NOW. *sniff sniff*

So here's what we'll do

I'll get my license eventually, you too. Then I'll bring the camera, you bring your navigational skills. We both bring as much cash as possible. A bag or two of clothes and countless CD's, mixtapes and ipods. There has to always be at least two items of junk food in the car at all times, not including drinks. We'll take turns driving, preferably you to drive though, but I'll probably navigate us into a ditch/ocean. By the end of it. We'll have 4 digital camera's, couple of polariods and a few disposables full of pretty much every crazy thing we went through.

Roadtripppppppppppppppppppp.

What have I learnt in my absence?

1. Countless and pointless facts about Commerce and Religion
2. How to take 5 mini, green, nasty, herbal Chinese pills at once
3. That maybe I should see the doctor earlier next time ==....maybe...

Fong's evolution of disease:

Saturday: Sore throat...it'll go away right?
Sunday: Fever...crap
Monday: Cold.....*sniff sniff*
Tuesday: 1st attempt at school...fail
Wednesday: Phlegmy cough.....*gag*
Thursday: Chesty cough....WTH

At this rate I'll have cancer in a week or two ==

Guess who's lazy ass got a job?

AND is starting training tomorrow?

Oh hella yeah that's me. Lots of love and shoutout to StephSteph for helping me get this =]

The Discipline of Grace

Your worst days aren't so bad that you are beyond help and your best days are never so good that you are beyond the need of it.

(Paraphrased from the book)

Day 01 - A picture of yourself

I'm trying to not look like a tool. Hope it worked =]

Summer school uniform...yay!

I need someone to teach me how to sew.

Fashion makes me happy; just light mini coloured whiteout, art and pretty things. 

Welcome To My Life

Breakfast: Hershey Kisses
Studying: Gossip Girl
Wearing: PJ's

Bought semi-formal dress yesterday =] With Lukie. Saw Despicable Me, finally. So freaking cute. The animations in the movies are stepping it up.

I don't want the holidays to end but I can't wait for the end of this year.

Watching Gossip Girl makes me miss my Year 7 Gossip Girl days. I was quite ninja at overhearing some secrets. And I also had my trusty tips and friends to help me get the stories. I'll shut up now.

Here's the dress I got. Wearing it to Luke's =]

A lot of bad thoughts have been circling my mind

And being the completely idiotic, pathetic person I am.....

"There's a difference between like and love...."

Lol 10 Things I Hate About You = Classic
Anyways I want this:

Damn you overseas ASOS. Speaking of, Holidays are including solitaire, sitting of the ass, youtube, studying but soon FORMAL SHOPPING!!!! <3

If I die before I reach 25, play this at my funeral please =]

If I die young bury me in satin
Lay me down on a bed of roses
Sink me in the river at dawn
Send me away with the words of a love song

Lord make me a rainbow, I’ll shine down on my mother
She'll know I’m safe with you when she stands under my colors, oh and
Life ain't always what you think it ought to be, no
ain't even grey, but she buries her baby

The sharp knife of a short life, well
I’ve had just enough time

If I die young bury me in satin
Lay me down on a bed of roses
Sink me in the river at dawn
Send me away with the words of a love song

The sharp knife of a short life, well
I’ve had just enough time

And I’ll be wearing white when I come into your kingdom
I’m as green as the ring on my little cold finger
I’ve never known the lovin' of a man
But it sure felt nice when he was holding my hand
There’s a boy here in town says he’ll love me forever
Who would have thought forever could be severed by

The sharp knife of a short life, well
I’ve had just enough time

So put on your best boys and I’ll wear my pearls
What I never did is done

A penny for my thoughts, oh no I’ll sell them for a dollar
They're worth so much more after I’m a gone
And maybe then you’ll hear the words I been singin’
Funny when you're dead how people start listenin’

If I die young bury me in satin
Lay me down on a bed of roses
Sink me in the river at dawn
Send me away with the words of a love song
oh oh


The ballad of a dove
Go with peace and love
Gather up your tears, keep ‘em in your pocket
Save them for a time when your really gonna need 'em oh

The sharp knife of a short life, well
I’ve had just enough time

So put on your best boys and I’ll wear my pearls

I feel like complete and utter crap

Just like that?

Yeah...just like that.

It's amazing how little it takes to bring you down and much you have to try to get yourself up again.

Parkour Art: possible inspiration for HSC body of work for art?

No Air

Getting ready for the new season of Glee that's coming out on Wednesday/Thursday by listening to the Soundtrack. Happpppyyyyy. Gleek Mode Activate!

"Send me away with the words of a love song"

Reckon I have the guts to do this?

30 Day Picture Challenge
Day 01 - A picture of yourself
Day 02 - A picture of what you wore today
Day 03 - A picture of what you did today
Day 04 - A picture of where you went today
Day 05 - A picture of your morning
Day 06 - A picture that inspires you
Day 07 - A picture that makes you cry
Day 08 - A picture of yourself
Day 09 - A picture of what you had for lunch
Day 10 - A picture of what you like to do
Day 11 - A picture of your favorite drink
Day 12 - A picture of your favorite food
Day 13 - A picture of your friends
Day 14 - A picture of your favorite teacher(s)
Day 15 - A picture of yourself
Day 16 - A picture of your dream cell phone
Day 17 - A picture of your mp3 player
Day 18 - A picture of your room
Day 19 - A picture of your favorite musical instrument(s)
Day 20 - A picture of where you want to honeymoon
Day 21 - A picture that makes you think of your loved one
Day 22 - A picture of yourself
Day 23 - A picture that describes your life
Day 24 - A picture of what you did today
Day 25 - A picture that you edited 
Day 26 - A picture that makes you angry
Day 27 - A picture of you more than 10 years ago
Day 28 - A picture of what you wore today
Day 29 - A picture of yourself
Day 30 - A picture of you and your best friend

Bruno Mars - Just The Way You Are

Love the video clip, bonus points for the Aussie chick from Fast and Furious:Tokyo Drift.

Spring Birthday Shopping

2 shirts from JayJays
Headband from Chikabootie
Ring from Ice
Floral jumpsuit/shorts things from Forever New

Happy. Got extra birthday money to spend as well. Teehee.

The Almost Perfect Sunday

Woke up at 8.30, got out of bed around....no idea. Sitting on the front steps outside my house with mac playing music and in the sun with the slight breeze. All I need is someone here to share this with. But apart from that, happy warmness.

I love Spring sooooooo much

Sweet 16!

Thank you to everyone who's made my day and every other day they've been in my life!

I love all the comments and hugs and presents sooooo much. I love ya'll so much. =]

Twinkle Twinkle

I wanna start collecting Starlights. So I can have my own galaxy in my room.

aiosfnasaRANDOMoaidgnsd

Soooooo happy that the block of assignments and exams is over for now. Doing nothing has never felt so good. Not in a real bloggy mood lately. I've just been playing keyboard, weheartit.com, lurking on people's tumblrs daily, pretending I can sing. The usual

But you know what's unusual? That my dad and grandma are reliving the 7th of September right now cause they left for San Francisco to go to a wedding in Hawaii. Yeah. That's unusual.

I'm craving food. I get hungrier when I actually eat breakfast. Cause I'm weird like that.

Crap

I'm 16 in less than 24 hours.

Glee and Charice

GEEEEED


My goodness if I could sing like her....I can't even begin...

Notes about Nothing #(?)

• I want to go shopping. I need to go shopping. Right. Now.
• I need a job ==. I actually have been trying though. So instead of the reason for my lack of job is me being lazy, it is now because I fail at life
• Exams and Assignments for school starting to finish up. Starting next term, we switching it SC trials mode.
• My friends, boyfriend, music and junk food have been lifesavers lately
• Spring is officially my favourite season...for now....I think
• Dad and grandma departing for a lovely wedding in Hawaii, without me, two days before my birthday. Good for them.
• Happy Father's Day 
• Here's a picture that is irrelevant to all of the above  vv

I dno...

They're just so cute and fluffy and remind me of Spring. Speaking of, Despicable Me comes out on my birthday here in AUS (and so does Vampire Diaries and Glee in the US!!!!!! Geed.)

Finalllyyyy

I finished learning Samson by Regina Spektor on keyboard. Yayers.

Now to do my assignments. =D

Picture post to make up for the days I haven't blogged. =D?