Day 5 — Your dreams

To my dear Dreams

I'm so very sorry. I'm sorry that I put you in a place so high that I can't seem to reach you. I'm sorry that I've made you so big. I'm sorry that you're in an impossible place.

Thank you for all the hope and happiness you have given me just by being there. I will always remember you. I'm glad I don't only see you at night. I'm so thankful that some of you have become real and I'm so hopeful that you all come true one day.

I love you all
xxYour Dreamer

900th Post

I'm so distracted

Luuuuuuuke. Where are you?

Tim Burton!!!

Future projects

Burton plans to remake his 1984 short film Frankenweenie as a feature length stop motion film, distributed by Walt Disney Pictures. He is also set to direct a film adaptation based on the television series Dark Shadows. Johnny Depp will portray Barnabas Collins as well as co-produce the film, and John August is currently writing the script. However, Dark Shadowswill be pushed back due to Depp and Burton's commitments to other projects. During Comic-Con 2009, Burton confirmed that Dark Shadows will be his next film.

On January 19, 2010, it was announced that after Dark Shadows Burton's next project would be a 'Wicked'-style adaption featuring the origin story and the past of the Sleeping Beauty character and antagonist Maleficent. The film is set to be released in 2012, though this has yet to be confirmed. In an interview with Fandango published February 23, 2010, however, he denied he was directing any upcoming Sleeping Beauty movie.He has also stated that there is a chance he will co-produce [with Timur Bekmambetov, who he also co-produced 9 with] the movie Abraham Lincoln: Vampire Hunter which is based on the novel by Seth Grahame-Smith, also author of Pride and Prejudice and Zombies. It has also been reported that Burton would be directing a 3-D stop-motion animation adaptation of The Addams Family, however, Burton denies any involvement with such a project.

Got Creative with Breakky Tday

I was HUNGRY and wanted to OM NOM NOM NOM. So I scramble eggs with basil and cracked salt on cream cheese on toast. Then I had toast with peanutbutter and sliced bananannana.

That is all. Doing history. Epic fail. (L)

Day 4 — Your sibling (or closest relative)

Dear siblings,

When I was growing up there was never ending teasing. One of you called me fat. Over and over again. And I was. But that's normal for a 5 year old. It wasn't the best relationship we had as three sisters but we were still close.

Nowadays we barely talk to each other. Today I talked to one of you in what felt like months even though we live in the same house. And then you. You're destroying me. I don't know why. But every word you say is so hypocritical and contradicting and harsh. I wonder why you say them. You're nice one minute and the next you're calling me useless and stupid.

You both judge me even though you haven't had a proper conversation with me in years. I'm home the most out of the three of us. It's not your fault that you're not home. But I see the way you're always yelling, fighting. We seem to never have a civilised conversation anymore without any rage or anger or yelling added to it.

I really do hope it doesn't go on this way in the future. For all our sakes. I still want to thank you both for helping me with school and family stuff. For all the great memories I've shared with the both of you. I'm just disappointed the bad times outweigh the good by a thousand.

From your Youngest Sister.

This made me smile

it transcends explanation http://leloveimage.blogspot.com/

ffffound

"The night we met, is and will always remain a bit of a blur in my mind. Dizzy. Drinking. Dancing. Drunk. Close to tears because I could tell that the person who I was with then wasn’t the person I should be with. In my blurry state, I started to realise that there should be more to love then looking at the stars together, watching the fireworks and kissing in the back of limousines and spas. He wasn’t right for me, and I knew it deep down but my imagination build him up into being someone worthy of my love. We met eyes, we’d heard each others names, maybe passed each other by in the street before. We kept coming back to each other, as if drawn by something unexplainable. We shared a Jäger bottle, then you tied your bow tie round my neck. I wandered off. I lost your bow tie. You got angry. You got more drunk and forgot you were angry. we walked back to my friends house. For miles and miles, it seemed. We arrived at a primary school. The door to the principles office was left unlatched. We sat in the principles office. We had a bottle of vodka and wrote messages on the principles desk in shaky writing. Then we heard a strange sound. The security alarm. We ran away. Faster and faster. Down on the beach we walked for miles and miles. A gap between us, you knew the other boy I was with. We watched the stars and heard the surf. We got separated and you couldn’t find your way back from the house. We were close after this. inseparable. I bought you a new bowtie. A light blue one. We were together, but, always just friends. You were there for me to get over how I’d let myself fall for the wrong guy. You were still nursing a bruised and broken heart. I didn’t believe in love, but you convinced me that it was something wroth believing in. You made me want to believe in something – in wishing on shooting stars and being just friends. I thought that I just needed you as a friend. Just you. Nothing more. Nothing less. You were someone to share my secrets with and to cuddle up with when I was having trouble sleeping. You were someone who made me smile. I thought this was enough. It wasn’t anywhere near enough. One night, once again too much had been drunk, on both parts. We were together that night. In the closest way one can be with someone. I discounted all the other times I’d been with other boys. This was different from anything I’d ever know. You were better than whatever came before. Since then, we have been together. You make me cry just about everyday. You know just how to wind me up and you get annoyed over silly things. We have our flaws and our arguments, but you were the one who taught me how to love. I love your hugs. I love your enchanting smile. I love how cute you look when you’re angry. I love how you pull my jumper when you want to put your arm around me.. I love how you’re shy. I love it when I can feel you smiling when we kiss. I love our snuggles. I love how you make me laugh five minutes after making me cry... I just love you for you. I can’t explain why, it transcends explanation."

CANON - Freeze Tag

How cool is this??

I Stand - Idina Menzel

Ahhhh

I get tingles and shivers in me everytime I listen to the Wicked soundtrack. Idina Menzel and Kristin Chenoweth are simply amazing.

Day 3 — Your parents

To my Parents,

To Mummy and Baba. There's so much I want to say. First is that I love you with all my heart. The moments that I seem like I don't are because you either don't trust me, don't give me justified answers or give me pointless repeated lectures.

I know it's all for my own good and it's because you love me. It's to protect me. I love you both for that. But you gotta let me live my life a little more.

I'm sorry for all the times I lie, disobey and hurt you. I thank you for all you have done for me and the family. I love you both so much.

Love from your Youngest Daughter

I eated your bird

LOL jks

teehee so cute

Day 2 — Your Crush

To: My Crush,

I love your cute smile. I love your hugs. I love your voice. I love your warmth. I love your hair, whether it was messy on purpose or not. I love your beautiful heart. I love your personality. I love your words. I love how friendly you are. I love that you're friends with my friends. I even love your impatience.

You are my crush for all those reasons and more but this one is most important. Whether you know how much or not, I love you.

xoxoFong

P.S. I love you so much that I'm willing to write cheesy things for you and post them for the world to see.

P.P.S This is the 888th post. The date is 24th of June 2010 which is 8 days after our 8 months anniversary.

Motion City Soundtrack

It isn't actually a soundtrack of any kind. I thought it was. But nah it's just a really awesome band that I'm getting into. Michelle asked me to describe my music in one word. I said alternative. I don't know why. She said it's more indie. I liked her answer better.

Yeah anyways. MOTION CITY SOUNDTRACK IS AWESOME!

"NOT MY FAULT"

Lol I love how raising your hands up to face level and putting on "wth just happened" face means you're innocent or like, I-didn't-touch-them/it-Iswear!. I like soccer....which I am currently watching.....as you know....yeah.

Tis 4.38 AM

I'm watching Australia vs Serbia FIFA. Almost 10 minutes in, no goals. But everyone is playing pretty good.  Chatting with Luke online and other various internet related things. I'm strangely awake and alert. Fun =]

I think it's my cue to start panicking and possibly cry my heart out

Day 1 — Your Best Friend

Dear Best Friend,

I'm so grateful to have met you. I don't know where I'd be without you. Thank you for being there when I was PMS-ing, when I was sad, when I was crazy high. I'm sorry I put so much crap on you and sometimes dump all my problems on you.

We might not hang out 24/7 like most besties in this world but I wish we could. Thank you for the memories and the awesome moments we've shared.

xxFong

Secret #Unknown

I like to post nice comments on peoples formspring anonymously to try and make their day =]

Oh Seth, O.C.

More detail about 30 day letter challenge

Pretty much each day I write a letter to someone with out saying their name. So e.g. Day one would be to my best friend. So It'd be like

Dear Best Friend,
Thank you for blah blah blah
Love, Fong

OR

Dear person I hate/ caused me a lot of pain
You're a blah blah blah
Glad you're gone, Courtney

etc.

Tmrw will be my first letter to my best friend. I hope this will be fun.

From Steffilynn's Tumblr

30 day letter challenge (L)
Day 1 — Your Best Friend
Day 2 — Your Crush
Day 3 — Your parents
Day 4 — Your sibling (or closest relative)
Day 5 — Your dreams
Day 6 — A stranger
Day 7 — Your Ex-boyfriend/girlfriend/love/crush
Day 8 — Your favorite internet friend
Day 9 — Someone you wish you could meet
Day 10 — Someone you don’t talk to as much as you’d like to
Day 11 — A Deceased person you wish you could talk to
Day 12 — The person you hate most/caused you a lot of pain
Day 13 — Someone you wish could forgive you
Day 14 — Someone you’ve drifted away from
Day 15 — The person you miss the most
Day 16 — Someone that’s not in your state/country
Day 17 — Someone from your childhood
Day 18 — The person that you wish you could be
Day 19 — Someone that pesters your mind—good or bad
Day 20 — The one that broke your heart the hardest
Day 21 — Someone you judged by their first impression
Day 22 — Someone you want to give a second chance to
Day 23 — The last person you kissed
Day 24 — The person that gave you your favorite memory
Day 25 — The person you know that is going through the worst of times
Day 26 — The last person you made a pinky promise to
Day 27 — The friendliest person you knew for only one day
Day 28 — Someone that changed your life
Day 29 — The person that you want tell everything to, but too afraid to
Day 30 — Your reflection in the mirror

I'm sorry

I should have been here. I shouldn't have lied. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm so so sorry.

Colour The Small One

Siaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa =]

I gotta admit I didn't like her at first. I thought it sounded weird. I realised that "Breathe Me" was one of her really different songs. After I really listened to her songs though I really really like them.

'Ohana

Teehee. Look at all those little Stitch-ies.

Breathe Me - Sia

Help, I have done it again
I have been here many times before
Hurt myself again today
And, the worst part is there's no-one else to blame

Be my friend
Hold me, wrap me up
Unfold me
I am small
I'm needy
Warm me up
And breathe me

Ouch I have lost myself again
Lost myself and I am nowhere to be found,
Yeah I think that I might break
I've lost myself again and I feel unsafe

Be my friend
Hold me, wrap me up
Unfold me
I am small
I'm needy
Warm me up
And breathe me

Be my friend
Hold me, wrap me up
Unfold me
I am small
I'm needy
Warm me up
And breathe me


I bought her CD on the weekend. Love it. Year 12 dance to this was amazing too

I wish last night at the park didn't end

It was amazing. =]

Thai Pothong

Happy birthdays to Aishlinn, Milly and Joy!

Mila had a dinner at a Thai place in Newtown and Joy is going to have a Masquerade semi-formal party at her place later today. Excitement.

Lots of love to and for everyone! xx

TeeHee

Best.Mashup

Philosophy

Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate

Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond all measure.

It is our light, not our darkness, that most frightens us.

We ask ourselves,

“Who am I to be brilliant, gorgeous, talented and fabulous?”

Actually who are you not to be?

You are of the great spirit. 

Your playing small doesn’t serve the world

There’s nothing enlightened about shrinking so that other people won’t feel insecure around you

We were born to manifest the glory of the spirit that is within us

--1994 Nelson Mandela

Happy 8 Months

Ilyafam. Post number 868 O.o Coincidence? I think not!

Ilyafam. Ilyafam. Ilyafam. Ilyafam. Ilyafam. Ilyafam. Ilyafam. Ilyafam.

hahahahah...

...I can be such a bitch. I am a horrible horrible person. Lol?

What day is it?

Happy Birthday Queen Elizabeth

Day off. Went to city with bunch of friends for Jason's birthday. So many nice new people. I sounded like crap in K. Hungry Jacks is awesome. CoD is bull. Damn Gary. Walked around in circles for a few hours. That was fun. Seriously.

BONUS! I didn't know so many people were going to be over and so when Luke's dad drove me home, Dad and his homies saw Luke.

Lol but I had a good day. So tired now. Can't wait till dinner.

Sweetest.Fictional.Couple.Evar

Say's me and my love for Sailor Moon. This picture also means I'm taking my 2nd attempt to go to sleep (buh by myself....fully clothed.....in reality) I gotta wake up to watch FIFA in literally...2 hours and 15 minutes anyway. Then sleep for 2 or 3 more hours before going out to surprise partay Jason in da city. Lol I just said "da" instead of "the" xD. Wow. Yeah. I'm going to shutup now. Gnite/Gmorning

I can't sleep for some reason

I think it has to do with all these fantastic idea's for a lot of random things and they are all barging into my head one after the other. I had to write them down. It's just some stuff for school and hobbies. I've got iMovie ideas and storylines for writing.

I think I know what field I want to go in for my future...or a definite possibility/choice/path that I can take. Something like film editing/ producing or something to do with writing.

Either way (or any way in that matter), no matter what I want to consider for what I want to do as a career, they're all hard-to-break-into/hard-to-do-well-in industries. Gosh darn my hopes and dreams xD

Forget-Me-Not

They're so cute and and tiny and I love that shade of blue (from that blue to midnight blue. those are my fav colours apart from silver) . The name is so sweet too. My favourite flowers. I also love roses and daisies but they seem too cliche

"You're still the only one that feels like home" - Missy Higgins

Once Upon A December

Best.Non.Disney.Animated.Film.Evar.

Buffy the Vampire Slayer

“Passion, it lies in all of us, sleeping... waiting... and though unwanted... unbidden... it will stir... open its jaws and howl. It speaks to us... guides us... passion rules us all, and we obey. What other choice do we have? Passion is the source of our finest moments. The joy of love... the clarity of hatred... and the ecstasy of grief. It hurts sometimes more than we can bear. If we could live without passion maybe we'd know some kind of peace... but we would be hollow... Empty rooms shuttered and dank. Without passion we'd be truly dead.”

Things I want for no particular reason

• Money/Job
• Keyboard plug
• Dreamcatcher
• CD's
• My own room
• Fantastic Star Master Light Lighting Projector

You have no fucking idea do you?

I'm the hero of this story, don't need to be saved

Hero - Regina Spektor

She is amazing. I love her music

I really want to start something

like a project or something. I dno. I just need something to do. By myself.

Even though half the items suck

I'm actually really looking forward to Mission Night. It's charity, spending the night out singing and with friends and boyfriend.

My only wish is a better vocal group song. Seriously? Seriously.

Ok, going to go belt some songs now =D

I love it when people say things are "beast"

I'm copying Sian's rant which I agree with...

I like being happy. Some people like being sad. It's annoying. Forcing yourself to be sad that is. Especially when no-one or nothing is going or doing wrong. If you're complaining about tiny things. Get over it. It's life. Not everyone in the world is going to like you. Not everyone in the world is going to hate you. Move on. Start being happy. It's not hard. It's fun. And bonus: less crap happens. No one likes attention seekers. Fakers. Eat a spoon of peanutbutter or something. Or a Tim Tam. Unless you're allergic or something. Then that's a no-no. But seriously. If you're going to be sad. Make sure it's worth it. If it isn't. Then man up.

I really want an old school film SLR

So I can borrow the dark room at school to develop my own photos. Best room in the school=Dark room.

Crap I wanna be indie....

http://littlenipplez.tumblr.com/

• "For people who complain;
  
  
  
  I’m so sorry that you think all of your lives are fucked and heaps bad when there probably really actually not but twitter/facebook/tumblr or wherever else you post your sad sob cries, people don’t care and get sick of reading them. Once and a while is bearable. But everyday of the week just gets plain annoying! People don’t feel sorry for you it just looks like blatant attention seeking. Start looking at things realistically and stfu. "

  Lol i love you Sian.

I want this room

It's like Laura's room. Buh bigger. And an awesome window. And...look at it!

Oh my goodness

I just had peanutbutter with a dessert Tim Tam. Mind. Freaking. Blown

Hey, hey people!

"What's Moorepark spelt backwards?"

hahahahha

300 Things

1. Bed
2. Wanting to go to school
3. Eating when and where you shouldn’t be eating
4. Untangling earphones
5. Finding a new band
6. Getting something right on m keyboard
7. Putting effort into something which ends up making you proud
8. Reading in bed
9. Staying in my PJ’s on a rainy day
10. The sound of rain
11. The smell of rain
12. How there are different types of rain
13. A perfect sunny day after rain
14. Summer
15. Autumn
16. Winter
17. Spring
18. Hot chocolate
19. Tim Tams
20. Tim Tam Slam
21. Oreos
22. Desserts
23. Baking
24. Cooking
25. In class, out of control discussions
26. Easy going teachers
27. Good teachers
28. Bludging in class
29. Audrey Hepburn
30. Vintage
31. The smell of old books/library
32. The sound when any kind of computer turns on
33. Flukes
34. Rings
35. Shoes
36. Clothes
37. Sale
38. Italian food
39. Japanese food
40. Photos
41. Polaroids
42. Diaries
43. Blogs
44. Artistic photos
45. Hipsters and their coolness
46. Indie people and their fashion
47. Feeling and the smell after you wash your hair
48. A shower after a freezing/boiling day outside
49. Buffy the Vampire Slayer
50. Sailor Moon
51. Being a nerd and fellow nerds
52. “Iris” by Goo Goo Dolls
53. Regina Spektor
54. Red fruit
55. The Tree of Life
56. Talking to myself
57. Bopping my head and mouthing lyrics in class and on the bus
58. Bus rides
59. Markets
60. Sketch books
61. New pages
62. Really old pages/books
63. Quoting Mean Girls for everything
64. Subtitles 
65. New underwear
66. Long road trips
67. Family gatherings
68. Hugging or talking to someone you haven’t seen in a long time
69. Giving and receiving happy birthdays
70. Monopoly night
71. Easyway
72. ABC channel’s classic shows and their theme songs.
73. Short distance running
74. Blunt people
75. Friday’s and Saturday’s
76. Movies
77. Talented people
78. Graffiti
79. Waking up and not feeling like crap
80. Going overseas
81. Getting a new haircut
82. Grey and silver
83. Vampire fiction
84. Romance and mystery novels
85. Alternative/rock/pop/punk music
86. Buying back to school stuff
87. Texting
88. Doing things with class outside of school.
89. Collages
90. Jewelry 
91. Kissing
92. Hugging my banana pillow
93. Cute animals that can kill you
94. Lying on the couch and falling asleep while watching TV
95. Changing rooms
96. Spontaneity
97. Philosophical, DnM talks
98. Funny “you-had to-be-there” moments
99. Crushes
100. Reminiscing
101. Watching immature drama that doesn’t involve you
102. Eavesdropping
103. Reaching season finale’s with their cliffhangers
104. Personality quizzes
105. Suprises
106. Dressing up
107. Floral
108. Commenting on the internet
109. fanfiction
110. Mayday Parade
111. Stuffed animals
112. Video tapes
113. Professional dancing
114. Good vocal group songs
115. Lace
116. Designing clothes
117. Leg warmers
118. Webcamming
119. Good morning/night texts
120. Corny lines
121. 50 cent soft serves at McDonald’s
122. Having a non-asian dinner at home
123. Strawberry black tea with lychee jelly
124. Super glued two dollars near the canteen
125. Painting
126. Writing
127. Playing with a lighter
128. Worn out jeans
129. People with different coloured eyes
130. Aussie spelling
131. Sounding American
132. Youtube celebrities
133. Epiphany moments
134. Polyvore
135. Harry Potter references
136. Photo albums
137. Watching Masterchef with family
138. Planes
139. Cheese
140. Cottages
141. Mansions
142. Sitting in bed all day
143. Boats with canteens in them
144. The zoo
145. The city
146. Rollie chairs in computer rooms
147. Typography
148. MSN
149. Ice cream
150. “Photoshoots”
151. Getting mail
152. Getting packages
153. Coconuts
154. Watching movies in class
155. Silly dancing
156. Art projects
157. Ancient history
158. Mac
159. Faith
160. Chick Flicks
161. Summer holidays
162. Weheartit.com
163. Scabbing marks and food
164. Jeans and boots
165. Ankle boots
166. Paramore
167. Asian drama shows
168. Recess and lunch
169. Gloves and beanies and scarves
170. The moon and the stars
171. Lip gloss
172. Sleep
173. Movie moments in life
174. Eyeliner
175. Brown paper packaging
176. Finding something yummy in the fridge
177. Tomato sauce
178. Buying CD’s
179. Finding/getting presents
180. Movie marathon on TV
181. Ewan McGregor
182. Moulin Rouge
183. Disney princesses
184. Earrings
185. Youtube
186. Fat pens
187. When my sister isn’t home
188. Money
189. Being home alone
190. Buffets
191. Getting a good mark on a test
192. Contributing to society
193. Feeling productive
194. Feeling lazy
195. Missy Higgins
196. Small restaurants and cafes
197. Long hair
198. People who can pull off short hair
199. Pretty handwriting
200. Small cute animals
201. The Renaissance period
202. The word Renaissance
203. Ancient artists and philosophers
204. Quotes
205. Full stops
206. Thesaurus
207. Stained glass windows
208. Gothic Church architecture
209. Martial arts
210. Crepes
211. Waffles
212. Clouds and cloud watching
213. Ice skating
214. Amusement parks
215. Birthday parties
216. Hugs
217. The colours the sky can change to
218. Fashion magazines
219. Celebrity photoshoots
220. Movie soundtracks
221. Short films
222. Classical music
223. Disco’s/Dance parties
224. Fruit juice
225. Glee
226. Elevators rather than escalators
227. Robin Williams
228. Sad scenes in movies
229. Pie
230. Emailing at school
231. Co-stars who are dating or married or related in real life
232. Violins
233. Harps
234. Displays in bakeries
235. Finding money in places you forgot you put them
236. “Hallelujah” and all of it’s covers
237. Shower by candlelight
238. The night sky
239. Talking to the stars
240. Solitaire
241. Denim
242. Leather
243. Outrageous dreams
244. Fruit
245. Pumpkin soup in winter with toasted bread or croutons
246. Whispering on the phone
247. Singing off tune with friends
248. Making plans and promises
249. Bows
250. Ribbon
251. Accessories
252. Chain necklaces
253. Chocolate and peanut butter
254. American chocolate
255. Stories with vague sex scenes ;]
256. Sweet moments
257. Shopping
258. Accents
259. Calligraphy
260. Krumping
261. Homemade/Handmade things
262. Puns
263. Vampire Diaries (the show)
264. Crossover fan made videos on Youtube
265. The Renaissance fashion
266. Tomboys
267. Festivals
268. The number 9 (My birth date is 9/9/1994)
269. Coincidences
270. Fate
271. Destiny
272. God
273. School excursions
274. Piano’s
275. Belting out songs
276. Nature
277. The colours of the ocean
278. Comedy
279. Celebrity crushes
280. Falling in love with a fictional character
281. Musicals
282. Wicked
283. Broadway actors/actresses
284. How I Met Your Mother
285. Neil Patrick Harris
286. Natural girls
287. People getting what they deserve
288. Bubbles
289. Fairy lights
290. Fast Food
291. Snow globes
292. Airports
293. Parks
294. Tickets
295. Collaborations
296. Eyes
297. Music
298. Friends
299. Boyfriend
300. Love
     

It's the middle of the year

Philosophy. Enough said.