You know he's the one when you have a serious conversation about pokemon on the phone before you sleep.

"He probably still thinks he did the right
 thing. He's always had a problem with
 thinking things over to a point that
 nothing really makes sense anymore."

"One day Alice came to a fork in the road and saw a Cheshire cat in 

a tree. “Which road do I take?” she asked. “Where do you want to

go?” was his response. “I don’t know,” Alice answered. “Then,” 

said the cat, “it doesn’t matter." 

— Lewis Carroll

Everyone needs to cry. It's essential. It shows we have a heart, that we care, that we feel. In some random tumblr quote it said:

"Crying is not a sign of weakness, since the moment we were born, crying has been a sign that we are alive"

I think I need to cry. Whether it's over everything or nothing, we all need a good cry every once in a while.

I really want to write something deep or emotional about what I'm feeling right now. But no words can really explain what the hell I'm feeling and why I'm feeling it. Why do I feel so restricted on my own blog? Since when was this place just another way to try and please people?

I just

http://steffilynn.tumblr.com/post/3578558065

By the way I'm feeling pretty fucked up