A Productive Day At The Restaurant

Stay In Movie

with Mich and Will. Here's how it goes. Will comes over and then they spend a couple of hours trying to decide what to do. They decide on watching a movie and so they go out and buy snacks.

Come home, I steal some food and listen in on what's going on in the movie while doing whatever. Then the movie ends around 1ish.

excitement.

I really do

wonder. Maybe a bit too much. I'm only human...

Another productive day

in front of the computer, watching Buffy, binge eating and feeling sorry for myself. Life is good.

Drawing

Can't tell if my style has changed, if it hasn't and whether it got better or worse

Making someone's day

is one of the greatest gifts I could try to give.

Hide & Seek - Imogen Heap

Where are we?
What the hell is going on?
The dust has only just begun to fall
Crop circles in the carpet
Sinking feeling

Spin me around again and rub my eyes
This can't be happening
When busy streets a mess with people
Would stop to hold their heads heavy

Hide and seek
Trains and sewing machines
All those years
They were here first

Oily marks appear on walls
Where pleasure moments hung before
The takeover, the sweeping insensitivity
Of this still life

Hide and seek
Trains and sewing machines
Blood and tears
They were here first

Mm what'cha say?
Mm, that you only meant well
Well of course you did

Mm what'cha say?
Mm that it's all for the best
Of course it is

Mm what'cha say?
Mm that it's just what we need
You decided this?

Mm what'cha say?
Mm what did you say?

Ransom notes keep falling out your mouth
Mid-sweet-talk newspaper word cutouts (paper word cutouts)
Speak no feeling; no, I don't believe you
You don't care a bit
You don't care a bit

I love

reading Connie's blog. ;P

Why can't I

see that I'm saying the wrong things?

Why do I only realise while I'm saying it or later on?

I think I'm too scared say anything now.

..ok then...

Didn't know

there was so much blood in the knee. Crap, now the blood on the floor....AND ON MY NEW WHITE HAVIANAS. grawr

2009

The beginning was about healing
The middle was about moving on
The end was about new beginnings.
It was all crazy.

I can't think of anything deep or great to say about 2009. So I shall just list words that mean a lot to me.

MSN. Breakups. Depression. New friendships. Sneaking around. Late night convos. DnMs. Ice cream. Easyway. Eastershow. Rice. Moving on. Tests. Exams. Performances. Spiritacular. Michael Jackson. Movies. Music. Weekends. School. Youtube. Downloads. iPods. Girl drama. Boy drama. Crying. Laughing. Happiness. Macs. Beach. Park. Birthday parties. Suprise birthday parties. Photos. Food. Dancing. Singing. Nuns. Teachers. Locker room. Park. Stories. Glee. Pregnacies. Boyfriends. Girlfriends. Bestfriends. Enemies. Relatives. Hugs. Kisses. Fights. Breakdowns. Buses. Trains. Taxis. Carpools. Haircuts. Art. New Moon. Harry Potter. Concerts. Presents. Covers. Junk Food. Make ups. Park. Webcam. Nacho Fries.Changes. Love. Ilyafam.

Happy new year. May this one be better then the last. Hopefully. Make the most of it. Cause there is only one time that there will be a 2010 and we've only got one life to live

Spending

the last hour of 2009 by myself...wonder if this is a sneak peek into the new year.

Rain

I want it to rain. I need it to rain. The air is getting hard for me to breathe in properly.

Would love to

go to a masquerade. My ultimate dream party.