Sick, tired and worried.

But that doesn't matter cause reality doesn't care and it shall punch us in the face tomorrow.

Big hugs, kisses and love to Luke and Joy.

I'm exhausted

more than usual. Not used to feeling like this.

Wanted to go out today

But I probably would've fainted on the ice xD. That would've been embarrassing.

*Sniffles*

Feeling weak and sick. I don' know how the hell I got a cold. It's been really up and down too.

Thursday: Weakness, really sore throat and a crap ass headache

Friday: Lots of sniffling and heartaching sneezes. You know how your heart stops everytime you sneeze for like.. a millisecond? It felt like mine stopped for longer and it was painful man. Like. Ouch. xD. But then after a shower I felt completely healthy. Until I went to bed...

Today: Weakness, sore (but manageable) throat and a tiny case of the shniffles.

I miss everyone =(

On a random note, it's Cayla's birthday today so me and Sammy made her strawberry and blueberry cheesecakes in big fat wine glasses for her 20th last night and took it over to her place. Cheesecake is like......*heart*

P.S. Luke, it wasn't your fault....I'm 80% sure.

Damnit

Just.....*sigh. Damnit.

Reading period

"Here you are...a beautiful girl with nothing to be ashamed of." he said "And yet you are afraid to look at me. Someone has been cruel to you...or perhaps life has been cruel."

"I don't know sir."

--Memoirs of a Geisha

Worst.Day.Ever.

I breakdown and cry in Philosophy
Science test notes were wrong so I had to retype stuff and print it off at recess resulting in me skipping recess
My very full water bottle leaked at the bottom of my bag
I cry on the bus, trying to tell Luke why I was so upset
I lose my wallet on the bus
Dad calls home and gets angry at me for sounding upset.

But wait, the day isn't over yet. Who knows what other crap could happen to me? Yay...

And I - Ciara

I've been trying to sing this song but I sound so bad. I really wanna be able to sing this for some reason. But I can't. Cause I suck. At singing. Period.

[Verse 1]
I dont need me a basketball player
All I need is somebody thats down for me
And he dont have to have money
His love is just like honey
Its so sweet to me
He can have everything in this world
But he'll sacrafice it all for me
And I made up my mind
Im in love this time
And it feels so real

[Chorus]
And I
Know that he wont break my heart
And I
Know that we wont ever part
Its time, time for us to settle down
And I
Wanna be with him forever

[Verse 2]
They can say that I am crazy
For makin him mah baby
But that's how it's gone be
See I done been through many changes
But this one I aint changing
It's gon' stay the same
I can have everything in this world
But I'll sacrafice it all for him
And I made up my mind
Im in love this time
And it feels so real

[Chorus]

[Bridge]
I love you
And all of the things that you do
Oh baby please
I need you (I need you)
So believe me (I do)
I do (oOoOOo)
Cause I love you (I love you)
And every lil thing baby (you do)
No no OoO whooOooa OooOo
They don't know how I feel
Cause I know this is real

[Chorus 2x]

Everyone's Hype

about semi-formal in 6 months got me looking up dresses. Expensive dresses. *sigh

It'd Be Awesome

if I could make my own dress for semiformal this year. Too bad I don't know how to sew.

Rubix Cube Record

1 minute and 26 seconds. Done at the swimming carnival.

Tumblr Quote 5

"If I didn't know you, I wouldn't have looked at you twice walking down a street. But seeing as I do, I'd follow you all the way home."

- http://mols.tumblr.com/

It's beyond what you think it is. So much more. It overwhelmed me when I realised. I hope you see that.