Apologies

Sorry for:

• Not having all the answers or not knowing everything
• Turning down food when I'm not hungry
• That I suck
• For doing what you ask of me
• Trying to help
• Not knowing what to say
• Asking/ talking in the first place

Year 9 Semester One Report

Maths -A
Science - B
Religion - A
English - B
PDHPE - A
Philosophy - B
Visual Arts - A

Apparently i JUST missed out on A's for english and Science

Just something

any one else?

got any more?

not listening?

cant help but "think"

lol

hands up for who feels like an attention seeking idiot!

Note to self

Don't google what you think you have.

Philosphy

For an assignment, the teacher entered us into a writing competition about mental illnesses. We can choose any form of writing and any form of mental disorders. Guess which one I chose and guess how long it took me to write it.

I'm Fine

Not much to say these days

I'm just getting really tired.

It's ok, I'm just tired, I'll be fine. I'll be fine. I will be fine.

weird...

Me knowing myself too well can get annoying.

Me not knowing someone well enough makes me feel guilty.

A lot of things make me feel guilty actually..

Update on Things I Aim To Do

• Get good on NAPLAN - Havent gotten results back yet
• Cooking - epic fail but im going to keep trying
• Be more organized- ....yeah...sorta i guess....
• Be nicer - No idea
• Be exceptionally good so parents shall let me out whenever i ask- they wouldn't noticed if i smacked them in the face...
• Save money - what money?
• Write a draw every chance i get - meh..

Stresssssss

Stupid freaking exams and assignments and personal problems and GAHH

Even Before the Last Blog

So it was Thursday night and Luke asked me to go to a music thingy with him. I thought he was talking about some random thing his school was performing so I asked my parents while leaving out a few details and they said yes. I didn't know that we were going to the Opera House to watch a magnificent orchestra and massive choir perform. Apparently this thing happens 4 times a year, once every term.

So I went and it was great. His music friends (and apparently more then half his school) are really.....deprived and so they check out and talk about and hot chicks they see. It was hilarious.

The music was....incredible to watch.

P.s. the harp is awesome

Pupil Free Day @ Eph-Stay's

I didn't even know it was pupil free day until the beginning of the week. The girls planned to use Miji's pro camera and all go to eph-stay's place and take picutres in pretty dresses for the fun of it.

So it was me, miji, mario, kwistophe, gg, miller and eph-stay. We all met at her place and dressed up, did our hair and make up and headed to the park with a black and rainbow umbrella.

It was FREEZING. So much wind and almost chances of rain. Thankfully it rained all down while we were getting ready. Still cold though. I reckon the photos look really good.

By the time we finished photoshooting, we couldnt be bothered walking back to eph-stay's place from the park. So we called her mum and she drove us back. We got back into our normal clothes and went to easties to buy lunch and ingrediants to make brownies. I also snuck in the suggestion of tim tams for tim tam slamming. xD

Got back a bit late so we were running around the house trying to pack up our clothes and stuff and make brownies. We were rushing cause some of the girls had to go back to the school for debating and show rehearsals. So some of the girls left early and so me, kwistophe and eph-stay stayed back and made the brownies. While we were waiting the girls tried to kill me with kitchen knives. Scary crap right there ppl.

We finally finished the brownies and because luke wanted to see me in a dress for no sane reason (he was wearing "formal" too) I went in a dress...in the cold. We bought easyway. So as soon as he saw me for a minute or two in the dress i ran to the bathroom and changed into my normal clothes again.

After rehersals, luke's dad drove me and him home.

"I blow bubbles when I'm sad. Because when at times I feel like there's no point in me breathing then I give my breath a purpose; to make people happy"

Stuff and Nonsense - Missy Higgins

Disobey my own decisions
I deserve all your suspicions
First it's yes and then it's no
I dilly-dally to you, oh
But I've got no secrets that I battle in my sleep
I won't make promises to you that I won't keep

And you know that I love you
Here and now until forever
I can give you the present
I don't know about the future
That's all stuff and nonsense

I once lived for the future
Everyday was one day closer
Greener on the other side
Yes I believe before I met you
But I soon learned that you were hidden in a disguise
Now I how and when
I know where and why

And you know that I love you
Here and now until forever
I can give you the present
I don't know about the future
That's all stuff and nonsense

Kelly Clarkson - Breakaway

Grew up in a small town
And when the rain would fall down
I just stare out my window

Dreaming of a could be
And if I'd end up happy
I would pray

Trying hard to reach out
But when I'd try to speak out
Felt like no one could hear me

Wanted to belong here
But something felt so wrong here
So I pray
I could breakaway

I'll spread my wings and I'll learn how to fly
I'll do what it takes till I touch the sky
And I'll make a wish, take a chance, make a change
And breakaway

Out of the darkness and into the sun
But I won't forget all the ones that I love
I gotta take a risk, take a chance, make a change
And breakaway

Wanna feel the warm breeze
Sleep under a palm tree
Feel the rush of the ocean

Get on board a fast train
Travel on a jet plane
Far away
And breakaway

I'll spread my wings and I'll learn how to fly
I'll do what it takes till I touch the sky
I gotta make a wish, take a chance, make a change
And breakaway

Out of the darkness and into the sun
I won't forget all the ones that I love
I gotta take a risk, take a chance, make a change
And breakaway

Buildings with a hundred floors
Swinging around revolving doors
Maybe I don't know where they'll take me but
Gotta keep moving on, moving on
Fly away
Break away

I'll spread my wings and I'll learn how to fly
Though it's not easy to tell you goodbye
I gotta make a wish, take a chance, make change
And breakaway

Out of the darkness and into the sun
I won't forgot of the place I come from
I gotta take a risk, take a chance, make a change
And breakaway
Breakaway
Breakaway.