I Need More...

Sucky ass plan:

• Get job
• Save money from job
• Spend some money on new clothes
• Get my own style and not care what the hell anyone else says

New goal: Confidence.

I Keep On Coming Back

Kind of addicted to blogs, is that a bad thing?

Constants In My Life

·*°•·»[c]ourtne[y]«·•°*· says:
lol
i should blog
i havent in a couple of dayd
*days
i feel bad
- `-Matt says:
looks like somethinngs up*wnink wink
ngawww
*pat apt
·*°•·»[c]ourtne[y]«·•°*· says:
lol
- `-Matt says:
its just a blog fong
·*°•·»[c]ourtne[y]«·•°*· says:
yeahh i noe
but its one of the only constants in my life
so i shoudl stick to it
- `-Matt says:
constantly looking after me!
=)
·*°•·»[c]ourtne[y]«·•°*· says:
*nod
- `-Matt says:
thats another constant
·*°•·»[c]ourtne[y]«·•°*· says:
it iss

You Know What?

Screw the everyday posts, that'll probably piss you off. I'll just do a secret and an MLIA for the days I have nothing to say.

Speaking of...whenever I recommend for someone to start a blog they always say they have nothing to say. Bull =]. Everyone has something to say, whether it's their words or not because we are human beings and we have minds that have opinions and thoughts that can change the world or just someone's day and that means the most.

Fill in

Hey guys, my bad for not posting up stuff. I could use the excuse of vocal group, essays and baking but that would be lying and I realised that I don't lie on this blog. (apart from the changed names but thats only for safety)

So the truth is I'm just a lazy ass who couldn't be bothered but the essays and vocal thingy did add to it...a bit.

Since I'm so lazy, I'm blogging right now from my bed. As soon as i wake up properly and do stuff around the house I promise to post things up.

Sense and Sensibility

pls excuse me as i go cry in my corner...

=3

“This is a bad idea. You know that right?” Mamoru asked Usagi. She only grabbed his hand and pulled him towards Motoki’s table.

“There’s no such thing as a bad idea. There are good ideas that don’t offer us the best results.” Usagi stated simply. Mamoru only stared at the girl. He had a lot to learn about this one.

Secret #12

When I truely know what I want, I almost immediately give up the more I think about it.

MLIA of the day

"Today, my 3 year old cousin got a Superman cape for his birthday and thought this would let him fly. This worried his parents because his bedroom is upstairs. I told him it wouldn't work because he's blonde and Superman has black hair. He understood. MLIA"

Secret #11

In the morning I weigh around 45-47 kg but by night time I'm back at 49-51 kg. I'm worried this isn't normal and that it'll add more to the weirdness in me.

Realisation

I find it strange how we spill ourselves out into the internet instead of our friends. How we always joke or are silent at school but we never say what's actually on our mind. How when we're sad we tell people we're fine but secretly wish for them to ask again and comfort us.

I read my friends' blogs and then read my own; it scares me how we all seem to lead another life with so much passion about life, whether it's good or bad. It scares me when I realised that if I didn't read their blogs then I wouldn't know so much about how they really feel.

So for all the bloggers out there and the people with secrets and double lives, you're not alone and we'll walk together through our random (and slighty emo, cause admit it, we all got a little emo in us all) blogs and since this would make my day no matter what, I love you.

*Btw, extra hugs at school on Monday people! Cause the world needs more hugs.*

Just Stuff..

I really cbb anymore. Sometimes I just feel like yelling leave me alone. But we all know that I won't. Cause I'm just too....me and I know that my biggest fear to being alone and I don't want to lose you. I know myself too well but not well enough to know what's wrong.

On the brighter side of things, I completed 40 hr famine successfully. I think I've raised from $150-$160 which is awesome since I was aiming to about $120.

I'll post more up about my day yesterday and also my secret of the day later.

MLIA of the day

"Today, I was at Blockbuster. Someone had put the Hannah Montana: The Movie in the horror section today. It made my day. MLIA"

Secret #10

The hardest thing I'm trying to acheive is believing in myself.

Nekkid

After each sentence someone says, add the word naked at the end.