Friday, 20 August 2010

Thursday, 19 August 2010

I'm not ready

for so many things.

Wednesday, 18 August 2010


Little and broken, just like me

I's little and broken but still good.

Friday, 13 August 2010

I asked you to go out tomorrow

not to suddenly take notice in me, lecture me and talk about the most gut wrenching irrelevant topics. Please just leave me alone to wallow in guilt and tears now. I get it. You just do not understand. kill me now


Thursday, 12 August 2010

My Heart

Sing us a song and we'll sing it back to you. We could sing our but what would it be without you? I am nothing now and it's been so long since I've heard a sound, the sound of my only hope. This tim I will be listening. This heart it beats, beats for only you, my heart is yours.

Sunday, 8 August 2010

Day 14 — Someone you’ve drifted away from

To _____

It's a shame how we've drifted apart because I know what an amazing person you are. I guess we found different places to go in our lives and those places were far apart. I know one day we'll eventually drift back together again. We're always kind of like that. But until then, I hope for you the best.

Right now I'm having those times in life when one thing happens and you want to die but then another thing happens and you feel like you're on top of the freaking world.

I can't believe that most of this year has already gone. I can't wait until summer holidays.

Saturday, 7 August 2010

I hate the power she has over me and over this family. I hate how selfish and evil she is. I can't see any way that I can love her as a person or a sister anymore.

Friday, 6 August 2010

Tuesday, 3 August 2010

I think I ticked every box

Every girls dream. »

1. Get kissed in the rain
2. Have that one hot kiss where your pressed against the wall
3. Have a guy that thinks you’re the world
4. Have a guy that holds on as long as possible when giving hugs
5. A boy that whispers he loves you in your ear
6. Have that moment where you just gaze into each others eyes
7. When you cry, he kisses your tears away.
8. When you’re not with your guy he’s all that you can think about
9. Wearing his jacket and every time you breath in, his scent surrounds you
10. A guy who will watch any movie with you, no matter how teary eyed you may get.
11. A guy who squeezes your hand
12. A boy that says he loves you and means it
13. A guy that will play her favorite song outside her window
14. A guy who is loyal
15. A guy that will sing to you no matter how bad he is at it.
16. A guy that will kiss you on the forehead.
17. A guy that will call you beautiful or adorable…not hot, fine, or sexy
18. A guy that will never judge you for how you look.
19. A boy that says cheezy stuff to you just to make u smile
20. A boy that is the same when he is with you and when with friends
21. A boy that tells you everything honestly
22. A boy that is good with your family and introduces you to his family
23. A guy that will always let you win
24. A guy who stands up for you no matter who it is against
25. A guy who calls you at night just to say ‘hi’ and see how your day has been
26. A boy who tells you that your smile makes his day and makes everything better
27. A boy who will sit on the phone with you when you’re sad, even if you’re quiet
28. A boy who you can hangout and have fun with
29. A boy that will just randomly call you for no reason at all, just because he missed you
30. A guy who will hold your hand through the roughest parts of life.
31. A guy who would love you forever no matter the circumstance.
32. A guy who wouldn’t mind you wanting to get all dressed up and do your make up for him. Even if he says he likes you better without make up.
33. A guy who you can be yourself with and he will never give a care and would still tell you that you are amazing to him.
34. A guy who runs his fingers through your hair, like he’s washing your worries/troubles away.