Thursday, 29 April 2010


Mila says: (7:31:10 PM)
i tihnk you and i pwn           *reference to me and her listening to Regina Spektor (L)*
Mila says: (7:31:15 PM)
look what i am listening to
Courtney says: (7:32:00 PM)
Mila says: (7:32:36 PM)
WOOO we win
Mila says: (7:32:40 PM)
a prizee.
Mila says: (7:32:42 PM)
Mila says: (7:32:53 PM)
blow up JT DOLLS
Mila says: (7:32:58 PM)
ohh that came out wrong
Courtney says: (7:33:02 PM)
Mila says: (7:33:09 PM)
Courtney says: (7:33:16 PM)
Courtney says: (7:33:20 PM)
that was sooooooo wrong
Mila says: (7:33:29 PM)
i know ;)
Mila says: (7:33:33 PM)
Mila says: (7:33:34 PM)
Mila says: (7:33:37 PM)
Courtney says: (7:33:37 PM)

Monday, 26 April 2010

"Sometimes," said Pooh
"the smallest things take up
the most room in your heart."


we established it 10 days too late. You owe me a day out now =]

Sunday, 25 April 2010

Kingdom Radically Uplifted Mighty Praise.

Figure the title out.

Late night/Early morning happiness

I'm thankful for being alive;
that I can say:
"What am I going to do today?"
"I'll do it tomorrow"
"I'll see you soon"
"What am I going to do with my life?"

Because I can.

Because one day, I won't be able to say that.

Saturday, 24 April 2010

What scares you most?


what do you think about me?

as a person?

in general.

Thursday, 22 April 2010

I'm wise and have common sense but I'm not smart.

does that make sense?

I want to hug this kid. Seriously.

Things to do:
Ask around for a job
Save money
Create a schedule of some kind
Learn Missy Higgins
Be nice
Get a haircut

Wednesday, 21 April 2010

I pimped my pencilcase teehee

Tuesday, 20 April 2010

My bad

sorry for no posts. I pretty much blog my feelings through pictures on polyvore now. Check em out ;]. lol advertise much?

I've been doing good. School is already a blur. I'm so excited and dreading this term. We have excursions, new art project (<3), reflection day, music performing nights AND Laura got me 10$ tickets to see Wicked again this Thursday! I'm sooooooo excited. i just gotsa ask ma daddy now. Lol sorry, hypo, I just ate fried ice cream with strawberry topping. Mmmmmm.

Everyone's happy-ish. More than usual I guess. If not, then all my love to you and if you tell me, you get a bonus hug with some Fong advice (lol?)

The only thing I'm unhappy about is homework and exams. And the school uniform.

Learning Missy Higgins...did I tell people that already?? Well if not then I'm learning They Weren't There by Missy Higgins and I finally finished the intro, verses and bridge. I just need to figure the chorus and how to mash it all together while making it sound smooth and good at the same time.

This blog is way to long. You're supercalifragilicious if you read all of this xD.

Friday, 16 April 2010

Just. Shoot. Me. Now. Please.
I'm at that point when you feel sad I feel sad, you feel happy then I'm happy, you're pissed I'm pissed at who made you pissed, you're stressed then I'm stressing. But the only thing I reckon wouldn't change is if you didn't love me, I'd still love you and wait for you.

10 things

  • When I was in the 1st or 2nd grade, I was jumping on a trampoline and my cousin jumped on really hard which launched me up into the sky and down, head first, into the concrete.
  • I've never had my own room before
  • I hate chilli or anything spicy
  • I tend to be paranoid, schizophrenic, bi-polar and very very self-concious.
  • When I was little, I'd pretend cough medicine was the potion which the queen drank in Snow White.
  • I have big ambitions and little motivation
  • I look at my life asa soap opera mixed in with a really messed up fairytale. I don't label people as popular or bitchy or awesome. I call them royalty, evil villains, knights in shining armours etc.
  • I dance and sing all the time. Alone.
  • I love Luke.

Thursday, 15 April 2010

Please don't let me cry again tonight.
Tell me to shutup
Tell me what to say
Tell me to go die in a hole

I really want to just be, forgotten.
Everyone needs to calm the crab down.

I found batteries!

Trying to remember the songs i semi learnt. Fail. Goal is to learn They Weren't There by Missy Higgins (ALL OF IT) by the end of the next term.

Wednesday, 14 April 2010

If I were...

If I were a month, I’d be September
If I were a day of the week, I’d be Saturday
If I were a time of day, I’d be 5.30p.m.
If I were a planet, I’d be Saturn
If I were a sea animal, I’d be a starfish.
If I were a direction, I’d be East.
If I were a piece of furniture, I’d be a tiny reading light.
If I were a liquid, I’d be juice =]
If I were a flower, I’d be an Forget-me-not.
If I were a kind of weather, I’d be a sun shower
If I were a musical instrument, I’d be the baby keyboard.
If I were a color, I’d be a silver-grey-blue.
If I were an emotion, I’d be confusion.
If I were a fruit, I’d be a raspberry.
If I were a sound, I’d be the sound of the night.
If I were a food, I’d be dangerously unhealthy
If I were a place, I’d be the park.
If I were a scent, I’d be the smell of old books.
If I were an animal, I’d be a white tiger.
If I were a facial expression, I’d be :3
If I were a song, I’d be Iris - Goo Goo Dolls
If I were a pair of shoes, I’d be ballerina flats

Need You Now - Lady Antebellum

(8)picture perfect memories scattered all around the floor. and i wonder if i ever crossed your mind. for me it happens all the time. it's a quarter after one, i'm all alone and i need you now.(8)

I love this song. It's on repeat and I'm singing along every time.

EmJay's Tumblr

Pencil and Eraser.
Pencil: You know, I'm really sorry.

Eraser: For what? You didn't do anything wrong.

Pencil: I'm sorry, 'cause you get hurt because of me. Whenever I make a mistake, you're always there to erase it. But as you make my mistakes vanish, you lose a part of yourself. You get smaller and smaller every time.

Eraser: That's true, but I don't really mind. You see, I was made to do this. I was made to help you whenever you do something wrong. Even though, one of these days, I know I'll be gone and you have to replace me with a new one, I'm actually happy with my job. So please, stop worrying. I hate seeing you sad :)

Tuesday, 13 April 2010

I like spelling naked - "nekkid"


it's funny when you accidentally cry or say outloud what you're GOING to type on MSN and you're older sister is like..."Are you alright"

*Shifty eyes* I'M FINE! LEAVE ME ALONE.
Semi-hypo on Yakult, silent lip-synching to awesome songs, talking to Luke and watching Survivor. In bed.

I love my life right now xD.


I went absolutely crazy when I saw this on prettyprettyyumyum's food blog. Luke was like...yes I see it. I'm like.....

.....IT'S A FREAKING OREO CAKE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


Monday, 12 April 2010

Childish Dreams

Good ol' days of cute cartoons, cubbyhouse pillow forts and fairytales
"There’s always going to be bad stuff out there. But here’s the amazing thing - light trumps darkness, every time. You stick a candle into the dark, but you can’t stick the dark into the light."
— Jodi Picoult

Nerd Mind Blowing-ness

abraham lincoln was elected to congress in 1846. john f. kennedy was elected to congress in 1946. abraham lincoln was elected president in 1860. john f. kennedy was elected president in 1960. the names lincoln and kennedy each contain seven letters. both were particularly concerned with civil rights. both wives lost their children while living in the white house. both presidents were shot on a friday. both were shot in the head. now this is interesting… lincoln’s secretary was named kennedy. kennedy’s secretary was named lincoln. both were assassinated by southerners. both were succeeded by southerners. both successors were named johnson. andrew johnson, who succeeded lincoln, was born in 1808. lyndon johnson, who succeeded kennedy, was born in 1908. john wilkes booth, who assassinated lincoln was born in 1839. lee harvey oswald, who assassinated kennedy was born in 1939. both assassins were known by their three names. both names comprise fifteen letters. booth ran from a theater and was caught in a warehouse. oswald ran from a warehouse and was caught in a theater. booth and oswald were assassinated before their trials. and here’s the kicker, a week before lincoln was shot he was in monroe, maryland. a week before kennedy was shot he was with marilyn monroe.

Sunday, 11 April 2010

I'm not sure

But I don't think that I am alright. Something's bothering me but I don't know what it is.

Anyone else get this feeling?

It's just something that making my heart do funny things. Not in a good way though.

I keep thinking that if I just saw you then it'll be alright.


Notes about Nothing #Lost Track

Headache. But I'm enjoying it.

Listening to the "rain", youtube singer and just spent about 45 or so minutes finishing my calligraphy practice book. Just cause I wanted to.

Waiting for a text I fear isn't coming.

Saturday, 10 April 2010

Annoyingly True.

Everyone now has a:

I only have Facebook and I'm damn happy with it.

Listening to Sigur Ros. A band from Iceland. I like I like.

Audrey Hepburn Spam

Only cause she's gorgeous, perfect and so goshdarn adorable.
Family friends who knew dad in his glory days came over. Invited me to come to New Zealand where one of them has a massive farm. WHOO LETS GO. All we need is time and money!

...yeah impossible =P


Lol only Pokenerds would get the title...xD

"Sparkle sparkle!"

Jane Bird

" today i read about how Paul finally got to the point in his relationship with Jesus where he realized that he had tried working his head off to please God and keep the rules, and it didn't work. That it was not about rule keeping and trying to make a good name for yourself by having a good reputation or living a good "christian" life style.
he no longer deemed it important to appear righteous before man. His ego was no longer central. and he was also no longer driven to impress God. Because who would he be fooling?
It was Christ that lived in him. and the life you saw was not "his" but it was lived by faith in the son of God.

"Is it not clear to you that to go back to that old rule-keeping, peer pleasing religion would be an abandonment of everything personal and free in my relationship with God? I refuse to do that, to repudiate God's grace. If a living relationship with God could come by rule-keeping, then Christ died unnecessarily."
Galatians 2:19-21 "

If I had my own room and could do ANYTHING with it....

My room would had five walls cause...well that'd be awesome...

I'd paint one side with blackboard paint so i can drawing anything on it. Friends can sign it, leave messages, draw on it and update me. I'd organise my life on it too. After it's full, I'd take polaroids of the wall and clean all of it off.

I'd paint the largest wall black/navy blue with white spots that look like stars in the night sky. There'd be heaps of hooks to hang belts, jewellry and jackets. There would be a walk in warbrobe with sliding mirror doors like the ones in my room now execpt about half the height and double the length.

I'd paint another wall pale blue with two shelves that take up 2 thirds of the wall. One shelf for movies and the other shelf for books. The other third is a little reading corner with futons, reading light and those big comfy armchairs with ridiculous coverings.

I'd paint another side pale green so I can hang pictures and put up all my polaroids of the wall and other polaroids that I'd have taken with family and friends.

The last wall  is pale pink has the upper half as a window and a queen sized bed pushed up against the wall (yeah it a big-ass room, fantasy remember) with a tv at the foot of the bed. Lots of pillows and one banana pillow. I need my banana pillow.

Fairy lights strung across every wall and intertwined with my bed frame. A mini chanderlier. And one loose floorboard to hide my stash (money, junk food etc.)

Friday, 9 April 2010

I'm a sucker for anything floral, lace, vintage, leather and/or highwaisted

I'm your badass sweetie pie

teehee. I incorporated the word pie in the title. hehehehhehe.

Wow I'm in a weird mood..O.o *x-files theme music plays*

Crap I love those gloves
Ahhhh, beautiful music; where would I be without you?

dead probably....xP

I love listening to emo/depressing songs when you're not actually depressed, just content. I'm liking my holidays so far. Apart from the fact that Luke ditched me for four days to go to Kyck....;]

Been on Polyvore everyday for at least like 3 hours. I'm a freak. hehehehhehehe. I feel like going: shopping, playing keyboard, eating sweets, going bowling with EVERYONE and for loud music and awesome lights flashing around. At night. All at the same time. It's possible. Shut up.

I'm going to get some juice now....

Thursday, 8 April 2010

Extra Cuts from "Fail photoshoot"

for unknown reasons?

The Freaking Caribbean

OMFG. Need. Batteries. Now. *cry*

TODAY: Get together/ shindig for month month early birthday thing before Laura goes and celebrates her 16th watching cricket in the freaking CARIBBEAN. =]
Saw Date Night, funny. Window shopped. I want to buy all of Princess Highway's stuff.

Monday, 5 April 2010


NEED.MORE.NOW. I shall go South Point tmrw and buy more snacks. And I'm craving a burger. Haven't had a good burger in soooo long.

Wna shout me connie?? ;]

Sunday, 4 April 2010

"We could learn a lot from crayons. Some are sharp, some are dull, some are pretty, and some have weird names, but they still have to learn to live in the same box."

Saturday, 3 April 2010

I've been a busy bee

Sorry for lack of updates my 3 readers =P (you know who you are), been busy with DVDs, baking, last days of school and being overly social on the first day of holidays.

Wednesday: Steph, Milly and Christie come over to bake toffees and stuff for Project Compassion bake sale. They have dinner at my place. Very nice evening. Luke made a brief appearance in the afternoon cause his school had a half day and no school on Thursday (grawr)

Thursday: Bake sale! Raised over 500$ which is so great. I feel charitable and generous now ;). Stayed in artroom during lunch to paint. Wish I could do that any day. After school, went over to Emily's with Luke for ice tea, keyboard and leaking hermit crabs.

Friday: Wake up at 8, got to Mascot around 9.20 and the bus I neede would come in more than half an hour. after being loner for 15 minutes I see Jason and Lauren. We all catch the bus to Luke's place, change and take a half hour walk to a field kind of place and took photos. So fun. Then walked back within 15 minutes when we realised we could of just walked a straight path from Luke's place. Jammed, fish and chips and bball. Got home around 4.30. Had the best time.

Friday night: Went to a family friend's 60th dinner party in Hurstville. Me and sisters were literally the last ones to arrive (late). SOOOOOOOO MUCH FOOD. Then asian kareoke, then Spice Girls and Backstreet Boys kareoke for the kids. Lots of photos, food, talking; it was great to have everyone in one place again.

I'm feel dead now. Lots of great memories and moments though. Me happy.