Tuesday, 26 June 2012

I wonder if people realise they were noticed today. If people knew how many times a day they were noticed, would they feel less lonely? Whether it be a few people on a passing bus, a daydreamer looking outside a cafe window, a bored child watching the world outside their house. We all notice people, strangers, everyday. Something about them caught our eye. And for those couple of seconds, we wondered. What are they doing? Who are they? What kind of life do they have? It's all so fleeting. But the thoughts exist nonetheless. If people realised they were noticed today and they knew this, would the world be a better place?

Monday, 25 June 2012

It's just one of those days

Just feels like the whole day was devoted to try and break me down. For me to collapse in tears from stress and pressure and being misunderstood. But I haven't. I've teared up and a few have escaped. But I'm not done. I'm not going to give certain people the satisfaction of making me smaller than what I am. I understand things. More than people realise. 

I wonder if people understand their perception of me is not how the world sees me or how I see myself. I wonder if people understand this when it comes to themselves. 

I don't even know what's stopping me from breaking anymore. 

Thursday, 14 June 2012


Technically a blog-to-be. I don't want to seem like one of those people who creates a new blog every single year for no reason. If I make multiple blogs, they have different purposes and reasons. This one right now is of course my personal, random blog which I have sorrowfully neglected...sort of like a my 10 year PlayStation which I continuously played for a couple of months, tops, before it became an antique in my fish cupboard.

A couple of weeks ago, while actively procrastinating, I wrote down a list/table of televisions shows that I am:
  • Up to date with and on hiatus or completed
  • Series I have started but have not yet finished
  • Series I need to start to watch from the very beginning
Probably the most productive work I've ever done in english....Anyways, this list epic and has me excited. I'll post it up later. I also need to draw up a novel version of what I just did. I've just accumulated all these things that need to be experienced.

New blog is inspired by this gem of a man: http://markwatches.net/reviews/

He watches a whole television series systematically in a brilliantly laid out schedule and reviews each episode right after he watches it. Right now he's onto Buffy and I am so terrified and excited for him because I know what is to come and I can see he's just as emotionally invested in it as I am. I pray for you, man. He's got another site which is purely just for novels. So instead of reviewing episode at a time, he does it in chapters. Good God, this man is hilarious.

So I shall set this thing up after the 8th of November. Which is my last exam by the way. The last exam day for the whole of HSC. The last high school exam I would ever take in my life. Will show HSC exam schedule later. When I'm not weeping tears of despair. 

I'm wondering if I should do the same thing he's done, which is two separate sites for novels and televisions shows (also thinking of a movie one....)

Friday, 1 June 2012


So I haven't really blogged in a while. I wish I could say it was because I've been busy....well I sort of have been, but it's mainly cause I'm lazy or don't have much to say.

The major events that have happened that I remember:

  • Hunger Games Movie
  • Battleship Movie
  • Avengers Movie
  • Laura's 18th and her party
  • Exams, assignments and school
  • NKOTBSB concert
  • Careers Expo
  • We can get a dog if we get rid of the rabbits
I can tell you there's probably not much more. My life isn't that exciting. The movie's were amazing. Especially Avengers. Laura's birthday was great. NKOTBSB was incredible. Careers Expo was...interesting. I just don't know anymore.