Sunday, 28 February 2010

Sick, tired and worried.

But that doesn't matter cause reality doesn't care and it shall punch us in the face tomorrow.

Big hugs, kisses and love to Luke and Joy.

Saturday, 27 February 2010

I'm exhausted

more than usual. Not used to feeling like this.

Wanted to go out today

But I probably would've fainted on the ice xD. That would've been embarrassing.


Feeling weak and sick. I don' know how the hell I got a cold. It's been really up and down too.

Thursday: Weakness, really sore throat and a crap ass headache

Friday: Lots of sniffling and heartaching sneezes. You know how your heart stops everytime you sneeze for like.. a millisecond? It felt like mine stopped for longer and it was painful man. Like. Ouch. xD. But then after a shower I felt completely healthy. Until I went to bed...

Today: Weakness, sore (but manageable) throat and a tiny case of the shniffles.

I miss everyone =(

On a random note, it's Cayla's birthday today so me and Sammy made her strawberry and blueberry cheesecakes in big fat wine glasses for her 20th last night and took it over to her place. Cheesecake is like......*heart*

P.S. Luke, it wasn't your fault....I'm 80% sure.

Wednesday, 24 February 2010


Just.....*sigh. Damnit.

Reading period

"Here you are...a beautiful girl with nothing to be ashamed of." he said "And yet you are afraid to look at me. Someone has been cruel to you...or perhaps life has been cruel."

"I don't know sir."

--Memoirs of a Geisha


I breakdown and cry in Philosophy
Science test notes were wrong so I had to retype stuff and print it off at recess resulting in me skipping recess
My very full water bottle leaked at the bottom of my bag
I cry on the bus, trying to tell Luke why I was so upset
I lose my wallet on the bus
Dad calls home and gets angry at me for sounding upset.

But wait, the day isn't over yet. Who knows what other crap could happen to me? Yay...

Saturday, 20 February 2010

And I - Ciara

I've been trying to sing this song but I sound so bad. I really wanna be able to sing this for some reason. But I can't. Cause I suck. At singing. Period.

[Verse 1]
I dont need me a basketball player
All I need is somebody thats down for me
And he dont have to have money
His love is just like honey
Its so sweet to me
He can have everything in this world
But he'll sacrafice it all for me
And I made up my mind
Im in love this time
And it feels so real

And I
Know that he wont break my heart
And I
Know that we wont ever part
Its time, time for us to settle down
And I
Wanna be with him forever

[Verse 2]
They can say that I am crazy
For makin him mah baby
But that's how it's gone be
See I done been through many changes
But this one I aint changing
It's gon' stay the same
I can have everything in this world
But I'll sacrafice it all for him
And I made up my mind
Im in love this time
And it feels so real


I love you
And all of the things that you do
Oh baby please
I need you (I need you)
So believe me (I do)
I do (oOoOOo)
Cause I love you (I love you)
And every lil thing baby (you do)
No no OoO whooOooa OooOo
They don't know how I feel
Cause I know this is real

[Chorus 2x]

Everyone's Hype

about semi-formal in 6 months got me looking up dresses. Expensive dresses. *sigh

It'd Be Awesome

if I could make my own dress for semiformal this year. Too bad I don't know how to sew.

Rubix Cube Record

1 minute and 26 seconds. Done at the swimming carnival.

Tumblr Quote 5

"If I didn't know you, I wouldn't have looked at you twice walking down a street. But seeing as I do, I'd follow you all the way home."

It's beyond what you think it is. So much more. It overwhelmed me when I realised. I hope you see that.

Friday, 19 February 2010

Wishlist 2010

  1. Money
  2. Buffy season 3-7
  3. New wardrobe
  4. Shoes
  5. Replacement camera
  6. Dress for formal
  7. New keyboard plug (or an unlimited amount of batteries)

Swimming Carnival

I got burnt and tanned!. Got the worst t-shirt tan. Need to buy to aloe. The lotion, not the drink. I already have a full fridge of the drink. Not that I'm complaining.

Red came 4th
Brendan came 3rd
Xavier came 2nd
Chevalier came 1st

I did nothing but eat, text, teach and do the rubix cube, Nintendo DS and be a human Ipod for Janice. Saw Luke afterwards =D. Tiredddddddddddd.

Thursday, 18 February 2010

Taylor Swift

is perfect. In every.single.way. (L)

Well Done Lady

"arghhhhhhh facebook wont let me change my middle name to Nom Nom ='("

hahah best personal message ever.

Vampire Diaries

Got awesome.


I'm easily irritated and will be very very grouchy and mean when I just wake up. Not a morning person. You have been warned.

Wednesday, 17 February 2010


I think the whole family has a mild case of it. Including me.

Dream With Me

All Time Favourites

Iris - Goo Goo Dolls
Kissing You - Des'ree
Hometown Glory - Adele
Hallelujah - Jeff Buckley

Monday, 15 February 2010

14524.) I am weak.

Can't sleep

14591.) Everyone always tells me how thin I am, so I guess it must be true. But I just don't see it.

I feel like I'm a total cliche

I'm trying to find the words to say it.

Secret #29

Sometimes, I want something bad to happen to me.

I don't like me

When I'm angry, I don't want to be happy again until the person who made me angry apologises. Is that weird?

Dear World,

I am a retard. That is all.

Sunday, 14 February 2010


Happy Chinese New Year and Valentines day!

It's the year of the Tiger and rawr means "I love you" (see what I did there? hehehe. xD)

Sowwieee you got sick today Lukie. My bad. Get better soon!

I started off having a Chinese New Year and ended up with some Valentines-ness.


Saturday, 13 February 2010

What would you do without me??


Cleaning out useless crap off my PC. Mostly photos, pictures and documents. Found this:

* Suave and compromising  
* Careful, cautious and organized
* Likes to point out people's mistakes
* Likes to criticize    
* Quiet but able to talk well  
* Calm and cool    
* Kind and sympathetic  
* Concerned and detailed  
* Trustworthy, loyal and honest  
* Does work well    
* Sensitive    
* Thinking    
* Good memory    
* Clever and knowledgeable  
* Loves to look for information  
* Must control oneself when criticizing
* Able to motivate oneself  
* Understanding    
* Secretive    
* Loves sports, leisure and traveling (<--------teehee)
* Hardly shows emotions  
* Tends to bottle up feelings  

I miss just hanging out with everyone

No money required. Purely just a massive group of friends doing nothing. Just chatting, playing games, eating and making stupid jokes....

Want to come over??

Mighty Ducks is on =)

One of my most favourite childhood films: The Mighty Ducks series, George of the Jungle, Jumanji and countless Disney films and anime.

KenJumba's Back!

"Dad how do you not wake up depressed every monring, knowing this is your job?"

xD. yayyyyy. been a while since Kevjumba did a proper video. Wong Fu is posting a lot too. OH Wong Fu has done heaps of collabs including David Choi, KevJuma, HappySlip and COMMUNTIYCHANNEL!

Friday, 12 February 2010

Song for 2009?

The song that would play and forever remind me of 2009 would be Don't Stop Believing cover by the Glee cast xD


in heat. The fan is blowing warm air.

iChat me

Video chatting and chatting to people in other classes. Win. Also listening to iTunes. Muahahah.

Stomach Ache =(

Thursday, 11 February 2010

Who's going to be your valentine?

only if you'll be mine =3

This quote totally reminds me of Philosophy...

"If seeing is believing,
Then believe that we have lost our eyes"

-Manchester Orchestra

1 and a half years

18 months ago I wasn't the person I am today. 18 months ago I wouldn't have imagined all the things that have happened since then. 18 months ago I didn't know half the things I know now. 18 months ago I didn't know you. I've known you 18 months to this day.

Ephesians 1:18

"I ask that your minds may be opened to see his light, so that you will know what is the hope to which he has called you"

Wednesday, 10 February 2010



I hate house meetings. So long and no one has spirit so the leaders try to yell louder to urge us on. We're tired and bored, not deaf.

In philosophy right now. Talking about reality, what is right, Blade-Runner. Sooooo tired. LUNCH BELL!!!

Wait crap. It's just the bell for next period. *cry*

Tuesday, 9 February 2010

Help me.

Why do I feel so screwed up right now?

I'm mad at myself. More than usual.

Everything has been fine, been great. Right now I feel like something's wrong and that makes me feel worried and my heart just goes all funny. I don't know if I'm feeling this just because some small stupid things happened to me or whether it's real.

Me wantsit


I was cutting some with mum in the restaurant and got some on my hands.

My hands have been burning for more than an hour now. Very close to crying. Partly pain, partly cause of my bad luck and feeling of patheticness.

Staying away from chilli for the rest of my life.

Sunday, 7 February 2010

Sparkly Memories

Happy Birthday Sha-chan!

Party was awesome. Full of wii, PS2, Twister, Harry Potter Scene It, good food, Kinda Suprise bomb and plenty of photos.

Ily Shazz.

Happy 15th!

Friday, 5 February 2010

I hate it when you lie to me. I love you anyways.

My own little world.

I just want to hide underneath my blankets forever. I wouldn't run out of air, I wouldn't become hungry or thirsty, and the only people permitted to enter are people who I say are allowed. I'll be wrapped up in warmth, comfort and forget about the outside world. Just my own dark little world of ignorance and sleep.

But most of all, I just want you to be there too.

Wednesday, 3 February 2010

Sowie Shazz

I feel cheeky and evil. Teehee.

Angel Wing Heart Earrings


Tumblr Quote 4

"Just because she comes off strong doesn’t mean she didn’t fall asleep crying, and even though she acts like nothing’s wrong, maybe she’s just really good at lying."