Friday, 31 July 2009

Friend Appreciation Mood

Man, you guys are too awesome. Can't you be a little less awesome so I don't miss you as much when you go away?

Wednesday, 29 July 2009


Just a few photos I took at Wylie's Baths. Went with Luke and we took photos. It means a hell of a lot if I'm willing to take photo's with you man. Anyways it was a really nice day =D. Lol really random.


Talking to: Lucas
Watching: Communitychannel
Listening to: Syndicate - The Fray

Eating: Nothing
Drinking: Nothing
Thinking about: Idiocy
Level of talking to self: Dangerously high to the point where I can have a complete conversation with myself...yes I know I'm probably insane but OHWELLS

Yes it is true, I think I've officially reached the level where people can say, "She is insane"....not that i wasn't a big enough freak before anyways, I just had to go that exrta mile, be the "special" person my friends say I am.....ANYWAYS I've been talking to myself the majority of the time when I'm in the room alone. I need to figure out how to use my webcam...I think that if I talk to a webcam rather then myself it'll look and seem more sane. I'll talk to myself there and then never show anyone. Yes I like that idea...


Hello all! ok I noe I said no more depressing things but this has been annoying and nagging at me lately. Have you ever had a friend who is like this?:

" didn't say hi to me and I smiled at you and you just walked past. Are you pissed at me cause I'll be really upset if you are. I'll stop talking to you and everyone else so that I don't ruin your lives."

Or something along those lines. At first I felt really guilty about not saying hi and so I would say sorry and don't be silly keep talking. BUT after a while this stuff gets a little annoying especially when the friend always protests about not talking and then when they do, it's about the same damn thing!

Has the thought ever occured to you that I did not see you? or that....I was distracted or busy or I'm just really anti social sometimes? Maybe it's not you it's me?

And you know what else annoys me? Drama queens/kings who don't admit it. Like it's a tiny bit annoying if you make a massive deal about something or say or do something to get attention, if you know you do it and you know it's a bad thing then meh ok at least you're living with the fact and maybe even trying to change it. I think it's unacceptable if you do all sorts of crap and then get all defensive and hysterical when someone even mentions the word drama queen/king. THINK ABOUT WHAT YOU'RE DOING!

I'm sounding mean...gahh. But seriously if someone doesn't say hi or to you or something, don't automatically think that they're pissed at you; think about other things first and then see if there is enough evidence or fact to back up if someone's pissed. If they ARE pissed then try to work it out in a GOOD way. Not a ridiculous extreme way, a GOOD way.

Just try to lighten up and think positive! Not everything is horrible and negative. Breathe and take time to just be happy if you're in a sucky mood.

Wednesday, 22 July 2009


and so begins my journey of fixing myself...


  • Watched Harry Potter 6. Gotta say it was a massive disappointment. For one thing they left everything out and they focused more on the character then the actual plot. Out of 10 I'd give it a 6.5
  • So tired these days. Nothing new lol
  • Watching every english (english subtitled movie) movie possible that is in our house
  • Basically sitting on my ass and eating all day then sleeping in.

500 Ways of making one thing

I LOVE to bake but the thing is I totally suck at it.

Me and my sisters bought some of the 500 series:
  • 500 cupcakes
  • 500 pies and tarts
  • 500 cakes

Bascially 500 recipes in each (obviously). I really wanna make something awesome. Like masterchef style.

SPEAKING OF MASTERCHEF! My sisters are totally in a cooking phase now. They wanna make restaurant quality food now. I'm not complaining i love food. Desserts exspecially. -drool-

Ok now I'm getting hungry....


OK yeah I know I'm being a knob for posting only depressingness and stuff but after some awesome talks with Luke I am going positive now!

wow....I'm talking like communitychannel from youtube now. I don't know if I'm just being an idiot but I reckon our sarcasm is a lot alike. Einahpets and Migi love her. I've got to admit she is quite awesome. Check her out!

Anyways, I'll try to resume to my normal boring and retarded posts.


Sunday, 19 July 2009


57 years. (F)


Sorry for:
  • Not having all the answers or not knowing everything
  • Turning down food when I'm not hungry
  • That I suck
  • For doing what you ask of me
  • Trying to help
  • Not knowing what to say
  • Asking/ talking in the first place

Thursday, 9 July 2009

Year 9 Semester One Report

Maths -A
Science - B
Religion - A
English - B
Philosophy - B
Visual Arts - A

Apparently i JUST missed out on A's for english and Science

Wednesday, 8 July 2009

Just something

any one else?

got any more?

not listening?

cant help but "think"

Tuesday, 7 July 2009


hands up for who feels like an attention seeking idiot!

Saturday, 4 July 2009

Note to self

Don't google what you think you have.


For an assignment, the teacher entered us into a writing competition about mental illnesses. We can choose any form of writing and any form of mental disorders. Guess which one I chose and guess how long it took me to write it.

Wednesday, 1 July 2009

I'm Fine

Not much to say these days

I'm just getting really tired.

It's ok, I'm just tired, I'll be fine. I'll be fine. I will be fine.