Sunday, 25 July 2010 Dream

Friday, 23 July 2010

Judging by the silence of her voice, I'd say I've perfected silent crying.

Not in the best of moods

Anyone have any suggestions where I can run far far away to?


Sunday, 18 July 2010

I've decided I like the word "swoon". It's going into my favourite words list. If I have one...I probably do somewhere.

Saturday, 17 July 2010


Cause I'm a loser. Starting with new and then old
  • Joe Brooks
  • The Rocket Summer
  • Hot Chelle Rae
  • Shannon LaBrie
  • Safetysuit
  • Sia
  • Wakey!Wakey!
  • Regina Spektor
  • Boys Like Girls
  • Augustana
  • Paramore
  • One Republic
  • The Fray

Watching Rachel Zoe Project

New goal: Become rich enough to shop at Decades, a DESIGNER VINTAGE BOUTIQUE

Friday, 16 July 2010

I've been waiting for a song like this to come into my life

Run To You - The Rocket Summer

Day 13 — Someone you wish could forgive you

To everyone,

I don't deserve your forgiveness. I am so, so, so sorry. For everything.

Courtney Fong

245 Days

The day we met is always clear in my mind. I felt like something was going to change. We met through a good friend but we were still strangers apart from the few MSN conversations resulting out of your boredom. I watched you all play tennis. I played with your phone. You talked to me most. You interested me with your looks, music, faith and smile. After that there wasn't a day we didn't talk on MSN. We got closer when you started going out with her and I started going out with him. I didn't realise how close we were until it started affecting our other relationships. I thought you would've stopped talking to me. I wouldn't blame you if you did. But you didn't. When you had your heart broken, my heart broke at how you became. We were there for each other for months after it. Mainly I was there for you but I'm not complaining. We were best friends. Telling everyone we were brothers and sisters. Half of them believed us. A year after we first met and we were going alright, staying up with each other, talking non-stop and needing each other in our lives. One day scared us. You were leaving and we both didn't want you to. It was followed by hugging in a playground and being very close. An accidental kiss and then more intended ones after that. We had no idea what we were going to do afterwards. You left and we thought it would help. You came back and it happened again. We decided to let whatever it was, be. From then on it's been a rollercoaster. Lots tears, anger, jealousy, happiness, movies, lunches, after school meeting and not one day have we not talk, even if you went away on camp or something. We always ended coming to each other for everything when we've been sad, angry, annoyed, excited about even at each other. I want to thank you for all the memories, the good and bad, for everything. I love you. Ilyafam and Happy 9 months.

"I love your hugs. I love your enchanting smile. I love how cute you look when you’re angry. I love how you pull my jumper when you want to put your arm around me.. I love how you’re shy. I love it when I can feel you smiling when we kiss. I love our snuggles. I love how you make me laugh five minutes after making me cry... I just love you for you. I can’t explain why, it transcends explanation."

Wednesday, 14 July 2010

Day 12 — The person you hate most/caused you a lot of pain

To ______,

I don't know why you do the things you do or why you say the things you say. Things started out well and I though we'd get really close but then after all the things you have said and done over and over and over and over and over again, I got tired of it all. I hate wasting my time spent on you now so I just hope you see what kind of person you've become and change.


Spent yesterday well

But it came at a price. Probably will write about that one later.

Went to Luke's pretty early. We made pancakes again =p. Found some cocoa powder so we made it chocolate halfway hehehhe. It was really nice just cuddling on the couch to watch TV. We watched this movie Fireproof which was really good. Then we watched Lizzie McGuire, Arthur and Barbar on ABC xD. It was awesome

The every single thing was really really nice.

I really hate being a girl sometimes

Especially right now. Ugh been in bed nearly the whole day cause my stomach hurts so much. I'm craving chocolate, tim tams and a hot sweet drink.

Tuesday, 13 July 2010

I wish that when you pull tissues out of a box, they didn't make a noise. That tearing noise that your heart, if it could, would make.

Monday, 12 July 2010


iTunes on shuffle and it comes up as:
Boys Like Girls - Thunder
Tyler Hilton - Missing You
Augustana - Sweet and Low
Jack's Mannequin - I'm Ready
Sia - Numb

I like how my iTunes knows what I want to listen to before I do.

Sunday, 11 July 2010

Boys Like Girls

Went to the concert tonight with Laura. They are so amazing. The supporting act was Hot Chilli Rae and they sounded really good. There was a supporting act for the supporting act, Heroes For Hire, Alana's friends!

The most was insane and my feet are killing me, been stand for about 5 hours straight. Worth every second.

Friday, 9 July 2010

Thursday, 8 July 2010

Let Go (Ne-yo Cover) - Christian Joseph

Day 11 — A Deceased person you wish you could talk to

To _______,

I wish I could have met you. I wish you could have been alive to be there for him and also for her. I don't know you at all. I don't have a clear explanation about how it happened. I just hope you're looking over her.

I miss you, even though I've never met you

Wednesday, 7 July 2010

I want a kitty to name Luna or a bunny to name Waffles =]

Today was unexpected

We had no idea we'd end up as we were. I don't regret it. It was new and exciting and nice. I just want to return the favour one day to you. Thank you for today


Day 10 — Someone you don’t talk to as much as you’d like to

Dear Someone you don’t talk to as much as you’d like to,

I'm sorry we don't talk to each other as much as we used to. I miss our chats and inside jokes we'd make nearly everyday. I love how you listen and I love listening to you. I do hope that one day we'll start to pick up where we left off, talking non-stop.


Tuesday, 6 July 2010

Is it bad when you've wished someone was dead everyday, multiple times?

I know that sounds horrible but seriously. Ugh.

Day 9 — Someone you wish you could meet

Dear person that I wish I could meet,

I admire you. Simple as that. I've heard so many good things about you. Your talent and personality touches everyone you meet in such a great way. I hope you never change and that I'll get to meet you one day.

Courtney Fong

Say you don't want it - One Night Only ft. Emma Watson

Monday, 5 July 2010

Luna&Artemis (L)

Day 8 — Your favorite internet friend

To My favourite internet friend,

It was so random but great how we met. I love talking to you. I love learning about you. I love how we can talk about anything and not be very personally involved with the situation.

I hope to meet you one day soon.


Saturday, 3 July 2010


I want a big black dragon with big eyes and hug it

*Smiles like an idiot while reading fanfic*

Boy:"Tell me, do you want a big, medium, or small wedding?"

Girl"I don't care as long as you're there"

Smiling, Boy looked up and gave her a peck on the cheek, "Smart answer."

She watched as he scribbled out "little" and "medium" on the paper, and she couldn't help but be amused by his decision. "You want a big wedding?"

Nodding, Boy clarified as he looked up again, but this time with an innocent expression on his face, "Dreamed about it since I was a child."

"Really?" Girl was highly entertained with that bit of information. "Why's that?"

Boy: "Because I wanted the whole world to know that my bride belonged to me, and only me."

Day 7 — Your Ex-boyfriend/girlfriend/love/crush

To Ex-boyfriend/girlfriend/love/crush,

I'm sorry that things didn't work out and I'm sorry that I had to end it.

I want to thank you for the happiness that we had in the time we were together. I know that you're happy now and I'm glad that you are. I wish you the best for your life and future


Friday, 2 July 2010

Thursday, 1 July 2010

First day of July

It's the first day of holidays! Feels surreal. I loved today though.

Parent teacher interviews = Straight B's. Yup B for every subject. I'm actually quite happy with that because I know that I haven't put in enough to deserve an A. I actually think B's were really high for me. I wasn't bothered this semester but next semester I'll really try. I just have to remember to try to try.

Eclipse. It was really good. This director knew what they we're doing and the actors are actually learning to act. There was less awkwardness with the lines and interaction. There was more emotion and flow with everything. It was funny too. Very awesome effects.

Picking Luke up. I don't know. I found my way to the park and I decided to go directly to him. I saw some good old friends of mine. There was some non miscommunication later one between me and Luke but it was sorted out. I had the best time just spending time with him today.

Home. There was trouble with some buses but it worked out in the end. As I was walking home, the flats I had on slipped out from under me and I landed backwards. It hurt. And was embarrassing. I'm ok now. Nothing broken but skin.

Day 6 — A stranger

Dear Stranger,
How are you? Are you happy? Are you alright? I hope one day to meet you, get to know you and that one day you become a big part of my life. I look forward to that day. I hope you come along into my life with all your other friends and family.

See you soon,

21st Century Teenage Movement

I love it. I love the hipsters and the indies, the preps and the emos. I love the trends and fads that will become "vintage" in the future. I love dreamcatchers, galaxies, florals, jeans and the colour black. I love the  independence this generation has. I love the music we listen to on our iPods. I love the fashion of today. I love the sarcasm and humour we all understand.

It's weird to think one day that all the new things we live and love now are going to be old and out of fashion.

Yeah, I'm feeling weird right now.

Its strange how people think this huge rock of nothingness is so beautiful. Its a solid sphere shaped rock that looks like a pebble from Earth, but somehow draws so many wish to venture to it. One day, I like to think part of me will successfully make it to the moon. I’m one of those losers who thinks its such a simple embodiment of happiness.
Its strange how people think this huge rock of nothingness is so beautiful. Its a solid sphere shaped rock that looks like a pebble from Earth, but somehow draws so many wish to venture to it. One day, I like to think part of me will successfully make it to the moon. I’m one of those losers who thinks its such a simple embodiment of happiness.

I love how true this is and her blog; she's a beautiful girl