I'm stuck in this shit state lately. It's that pit in my stomach that is full of unwarranted stress, anxiety and uncertainty. Something big or significant is going to happen soon. It's that kind of feeling. And it's affecting me, physically. My hands are shaking, my heart is aching, my head is swimming and my body is just so exhausted with it all. It's like sometimes I can't breathe. Something is choking me, suffocating me. And I don't know what it is. I just want it to go away. I want to be able to breathe and not seem fucking melodramatic and selfish when hanging out with my friends.